I had lunch with my brother today, and we brought up the conversation about my graduation day and how I was so excited about it, and he brought up that our mom didn't think about it that my graduation was on the 22nd and my brothers won't be here for it, instead they'll be in Florida for 10 days for spring break.. Their flight leaves on the 19th - and apparently my brothers including my mom are saying it's not a big deal, just a two hours ceremony, and it wasn't a big deal. WOW?! Is it JUST me or am I crazy for thinking this is a big deal to me? I am extremely bummed out - even though my parents and my boyfriend will be there for my graduation but still. I wanted my entire family to be THERE for that day. It only happens once. I don't know, I feel like I am being double standard-ed here. Last summer, my family hounded on me for almost missing my brother's highschool graduation because I was with Mike somewhere for the weekend, but you know what, I made it... and guess what? The other day, I find out that brother of mine told me he wouldn't really care if I wasn't there,as long my praents were there, he'd be fine about it. OUCH! I don't know what is going on with my family.. It's just strange.
Don't get me wrong, I don't resent my family at all - I just find it strange this is happening and it just seems like EVERYONE is going in different directions..
Sorry, had to vent..
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