Jaki, I know EXACTLY what you mean when you say that you don't know what you'd do without Jack. My Koko boy is 13, and I am so worried about the day I'll lose him, since I feel the same way as you do about my own boy. I guess the best advice I can give both of us is to enjoy every minute of every day with him, and just know that you've always done the best you could for him, and just love him unconditionally. And Jack, enjoy your special COTD honors today.