I would be the once fiance', although the relationship never proceeded past boyfriend and girlfriend. While browsing the internet for possible treatments and options I happened upon this forum thread, I was somewhat surprised. Even though she is not in my life as much anymore, I feel at a loss to help Xochi and even worse knowing that the outlook is grim. I love her just as much as when I first saw her, and it pains me immensely to think about losing her at such a young age, having not experienced all that I would want her to. Thank you everyone for your thoughts and best wishes.