I wasn't going to write in here until November but Chasing Cars came on the radio and it reminded me of you. I had to turn it off. It still makes me cry. It reminds me of our last night together. Me on the floor with you, listening to you cough while trying to sleep. Now I'm crying like I just lost you. I had to play Everything I Own, my song to you. Strange how the pain can be made so fresh. I hate fate or whatever for taking away my most precious love. I hate how, as time passes,our bond grows weaker and weaker. A part of my will always be broken from your loss. I tell everyone else we'll all see each other again, but for me, it seems like eternity before that happens.
Love Always
Mama