This thread grabbed me because I opened the page in a struggle to find something to put away what is on my mind right now. Maybe it is a sign that I am meant I express it instead.

I am thinking about the polite e-mail I just received from my ex, I am dwelling on old deep past regrets, and thinking of what might have been. If I could only go back. I am watching the rain outside, feeling like it is also raining in my heart, and hoping I am able to put this desolation past me soon.