Honestly, I don't really think I'm ready for a relationship. I totally agree. I just adore Paul. He is such a great friend. Yeah, if circumstances were different and I wasn't so messed up in the head and if he didn't have a girlfriend, it'd be different. We're going to a movie Sunday night, just him and I, I think. That's what I love about him. He has a girlfriend, but both him AND his girlfriend have enought trust in each other that she could care less that I go out to a movie with him. It'll be fun. He's always fun to hang around with.