Dear Dave,

I just met you online, but I think I like you. You make me laugh.
Stick around.

Megan

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Dear Justin,

Why do you feel like you need to get into fights and tell me about them to show off? If you're trying to prove yourself, please don't. I like you as a person, you don't need to be a "tough guy" to get me to like you. If anything, it's pushing me away. I don't like the fact that you think you need to be violent all the time. I know you would never hurt me or any other girl, but really, grow up.

Megan

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Dear Butch,

I miss you. And you keep pushing me to do better things. You amaze me everyday.

P.S. Good luck on your military-ordered piss test, lmao.

Love always,
Megan

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Dear Self,

You are pathetic sometimes, you know that? You keep leading Ryan on, but you know you don't want to be with him. You lead Justin on like crazy, but you know you don't want him either. I think you are getting some Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. You're afraid of everything, and you feel like you can't be in a relationship or trust ANYONE.

You need help, but you won't get it.

Take care of yourself. Stop being so self-destructive. Hurting yourself doesn't do anything except make you more self-conscious. You need to trust people. Not all people are bad, just some of them. You've been dealt *****y cards, but you need to get over it.

But you can't. You try, but you can't. It's so hard.

Try.

Learning to love,
Megan