oh Sallyanne - I am so sorry to read all of this. I remember reading of Miley's awful situation early this month. Folks here have said such comforting things. I loved the poem that Robyn posted.

I guess most all of us think back to when we said goodbye to a special pet - or look ahead with fear and dread that we may one day have to make the same decision at some future time. My thoughts go back ten years to the day I did the same with my very closest kitty, Bert. I still cry now and then after all this time. But, a very special memory I like to recall is the moments I held and comforted Bert as he left. That memory now feels so good and I am glad that I have that to look back on. Now I can remember him and feel so peaceful myself. Being able to die while being near and comforted by someone who loves us is also something I would hope to experience myself - as you stated.

I am glad you had PT to share your experience with Miley. I think it helps all of us.

It has been about two weeks now. I wonder how you are feeling? I wonder how the other kitties are doing? I hope you can come to this thread over and over for some smiles, Sallyanne. (((HUGS)))