Oh I'm so sorry Gary. I know what your feeling, I lost someone who was the main part of my life and the love of my life before. It's such a hard thing to get over and to this day I still cry alot over her. But the most you can think to comfort yourself is that the ones you loved are now in peace and they still love you and know that you still love them back.

Gary's two kitty Angels, if you can hear me, please give Gary a sign that you are happy and at peace so that he will know that you still love him dearly.