Oh I'm so sorry. I hope it isn't what you think it is, but if it is, I will be praying for you. It must be such a sad thing to go through. The most cold-minded thing I can think of is: Do what is best for you, and only think about yourself because you are what matters. It's you that should be happy and do what you need to in order to be happy.

And I"ve learned this with guys, if he's doing what you think he's doing, don't make any excuses up for him, I have done that in the past and learned that is the worst thing I did because later I was the one that ended up hurt.

Many prayers and Hugs

-Kalei