I think they know how to make us feel better even though they are dying. Animals are so unselfish that way, taking care of us even though they are in pain. Dude had a loving and wonderful life with you and I know he appreciates everything you did for him. It is so hard to let them go. I have had to do it many times and it never gets easier. I still grieve over the babies I have lost and hope to see them all one day when it is my time. Take care of yourself Lizzie, I will be thinking about you. If you need anything just let me know.
Melissa