Good Mornin,
I do understand what you are going thru.
I also had a beautiful Russian Blue with amazing green eyes. His name was
Daiquiri, so named because his eyes were the same color as Baskin Robbins
Daiquiri Ice which my daughter loved.
My sweet baby went to the RB in August 1997 and I still miss him every day and I see him everywhere.
Like you, I would never have another Russian Blue...you can't replace your first love.
I now have two beautiful, blue, long haired Chantilly/Tiffany, mother and daughter and they are so sweet and loving and I adore them, but they are not my sweet Daiquiri....