I'm sure that someday your life will be suitable for another budgie. May i suggest that when you go to the pet store you act like you're concidering buying one, so you can hold one? Then you tell the people you need time to think about it? hehe I've done that a time or two when i see a pet i really like but i know there's no way on earth I could have him.


((p.s. no problem about the rambiling, I'm sure one of us will, or has done it on PT before!! ))