Oh so sad. But that's the part of cat rescue that we have to live with, doing what is best for the kitties, even though it causes our hearts to be sore. Felicia loves you, Gary, I'm sure. And on some level, she knows that what you're doing is for her welfare. As you said, she'll never have to eat out of a blue box outside again. Enjoy your time together. A candle burns for you both.

Blessings,
Mary

P.S. Are you limited to 8 cats inside or 8 cats total? Here in Ohio when I was actively rescuing, I had 8 indoor and 27 outdoor. No one said a word to me. But then I was on a hill, out of sight of most prying eyes. I'm asking because I had 8 when I moved to this house but now I'm down to 7 since Peeka's passing. And I'm in a neighborhood where everyone can see everything. So if you're limited to 8 cats total, I guess maybe I should check the local laws here.