You came into my life a year ago today, unexpectedly. We qucikly fell for each other, you even quicker than me. Almost immediately we were inseparable. I would call you every night before I went to bed. And since you worked at home, we could keep in touch on Yahoo all day. I loved my Sidekick because it kept me closer to you. Now, it's a sad reminder you're not here. I visited you in July and we were so very happy. It was like the honeymoon I never had. I fell in love with your town. We had such happy plans. I couldn't wait to move to be with you this year. In October of last year, our happiness was ripped from us when we just barely found it. I'm so thankful I was able to be with you after you got ill. You were still the loving man I knew. A month later, that was gone, too. Your strokes/heart attacks left you helpless. I can't imagine how horrible it must be. Now, you don't want contact with anyone and I've respected that. I just wish our last conversation had been a happier one. It's been 2 1/2 months since then. I miss you so much. I wish I could change things. It's so unfair that our happiness was taken from us, almost as soon as we got it. You showed me what love could and should be like. I will be forever greatful for that. You're a great man who doesn't deserve what happened to you. I'll always have a place in my heart for you. I just wish you could see this, that we could talk again. I hope you will find peace.