ohhhhhhhhhhhh my goodness! Prayers with you, but you need a silly button.. Something to relieve stress- I know- make some dough.. after you get it going reallllllllllllllllllll good- start throwing it in the air.. lol. ( come on now- this will make you giggle a little...) seriously- it works- start tossing the dough in the air.. come on nowwwwwwwwwwwwww.. I see a smile... toss toss , opps- get it off the ceiling - toss toss... come on now .. I seeeeeeeeee you smiling... toooooooossssss toss...