It's been one week today and I can't really say that is has gotten any easier. I deal with it though, taking each day & each moment as best as I can, just like he would want me to do. It's so tough, seems like everywhere I look & everything I do reminds me of him in one way or another. I can't even begin to explain how much I miss him. It's so hard as I don't really have anyone I can talk to, or at least someone with experience or the like and especially so since I have very limited net access now. I am lucky though to at least have who I do have & I am thankful for that. Even these posts seem to help, as PT also has a special place in my heart & all of you members really do mean a lot to me. It's like family here. I thank each & everyone of you for your support & kind words, they mean a lot to me.
I still talk to him, daily, many times daily & I know he hears me and I swear he even talks back. I can at least I can now smile when I think of all the fond memories we have together.
I almost feel like I could blab on forever about him, about all the adventures we've had & I also feel like I could share every single picture I have of him with yous but either my mind goes blank or time is limited. He really is a special boy.
Have fun up there Nook, you are dearly missed but your place is at the bridge now. I am sure you know what to do I'll see you again someday bud. Love you lots my Nooker Bean. xoxoxooxox & tons of massages!