Liz, please try not to grieve too much. Just as you loved Buddy and wanted only the best for him, he wants the best for you. He wouldn't want you to be down and depressed for very long. Your losing him has reminded many of us just how sad one can get during this time. I pray that each day the sadness lifts just a bit. {{{Liz}}} Can only give you cyber hugs but know that they are just as sincere as the real thing.