I'm sorry things are going so badly right now. I know just how it is to feel like you are bailing out a sinking ship with a thimble. Just hang in there it really will get better. Do you guys qualify for any kind of assistance such as food stamps. Even if it's not much just knowing that you can eat without sacrificing another necessity is such a relief. I would also check to see if there are any counselors in your area who work on a sliding scale for fees. The state may also have a someone who can help for little or nothing. I'm hoping everything gets better for you really soon. I will be keeping you, your family and your fuzzies in my thoughts.