Keep my big mouth shut. Then I'd still have a family and be on holidays. Instead I'm home alone and a horrible human being. I couldn't take my step daughters crying any more. It started before we even left home and only got worse. I finally had to say something. Then the fight was on. I am a horrible human. I let my frustration get the best of me. I feel bad about it. I also feel dead inside. Thanks for listening. Feel free to kick my butt, I surely deserve it.
Edit: she was crying because she didn't want to go with us to the lake and leave her mom at home. We gave her several extra days with her mom before we left and her mom came to see her yesterday, but she spent her day in the boat and I got to entertain her mom.
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