Catty1,

You got some great advice here. Believe me, there are times when when even I get into ruts like that. I feel down but don't know why. I've learned to try and figure out what triggered it. Sometimes I can, sometimes I can't. And you're right. You can't fix it unless you know what "it" is. I've figured out that every year from August 1 through December, I get into this funk. It has to do with my Dad's death, my Mom and Grandfather's death. It happens every year. I've learned to live with it.

Like everyone here said, don't be too hard on yourself. You've been though alot the past coupld of weeks.

((((HUGS))) and here's hoping you find out what "IT" is.