Sorry you are working in such a restrictive environment. We are not supposed to use the internet for "personal" reasons either, but as far as I know we do not have active surveillance going on. However, they have come up with a new way to enforce minute by minute compliance with work hours clocked. Now it is not going to be enough to swipe your identity card through a machine. They have installed a new machine that reads fingerprints, and we are all going to have to submit to being fingerprinted. I find that alarming and offensive, but I feel helpless about it. Anyway, I do empathize. I know you were going through hard times with your job and living situation and feeling depressed, and this new burden can't be of any help in making you feel better.