Right now you feel like your heart is torn in two, know that nothing can ever take away your fond memories and the love you have for Jeb. Not anyone, not anything, not even time itself can sever the loving bond you two will always share. It's so hard to loose our pets, I lost "my little girl" over two years ago, too. Perhaps you would like to post a picture of him here on Pettalk? We'd love to see him.