I am so sorry for your great loss. I know so well what you are feeling right now. Just last week my parent's dog went to Rainbow Bridge suddenly and too soon. In time, you will be able to think back and remember the good times with dear Charlie. When a loved pet of mine dies, I gather all their pictures into an album. I buy a Sandicast (or other) figurine of the breed and put their ID tags around their neck. I then go off to the shelters to save another. There is nothing like another poor soul to love you to pieces for rescuing them. When you start to feel sad, the new rescue will take your mind off of your great pain and make you love again. My heart goes out to you!

Sue