I wish. We can't even afford to get OTHER people Christmas presents this year. I'd feel horrible if I spent any money on myself instead of others. I'm already considering forgoing a Christmas tree because I can't justify spending money on a soon-to-be dead tree and then expecting everyone to understand that we didn't have the money to get THEM something. If it were just us this Christmas, it'd be a no-brainer... but I'm having a really hard time not having a tree up for Aidan's first Christmas, nowhere to put the ornaments people have gotten for him, etc. *sigh*