Quote Originally Posted by jackie
My biggest fear is that my dogs will fall ill in the same time frame They are five, two, and one and a half, which are pretty close together. I don't know if I could handle losing one dog, let alone two or three in the same year.

I have similar thoughts sometimes...I have 2 12 year olds and several who are 8 or older. I've lost 3 in the last 18 months and I know there will be more over the next year or so. I sometimes look around the yard and house and think, I can't do this 30 more times (31 after tomorrow). After Hoodoo died, I said to my hubby that I didnt' think I could handle this. He pointed out to me that the alternative to grieving for them is to not have them at all. That is even worse. Everything they bring to my life while they are here is completely worth the broken heart when they leave.