Quote Originally Posted by Corinna
On Merlins bad days he was Not Merlin he was a snapping grumpy monster, for me I didn't want to remember that Merlin.
Ps You people have no idea how many rolls of tp it took for me to write my earlier post. It was the first time I ever talked about it even with my family. I feel much better now. I felt I would be selfish to wait until he felt bad. I wanted him to have a fun day for his last. Thats just me Each of you must make your own choices if you have the opputunity.
I'm sorry it took this post, but I am glad that you feel better. I tend to keep things bottled up & yes talking about it does hurt but it helps the healing process.
Thats how I feel too. As HARD as it will be to let him go on a good day I feel that it is best for him & me in the long run. Like I said before I'd rather have BOTH of us have a good day & have that as our last memory together than a bad one. It WILL be THE HARDEST thing to do but I believe it is the right thing to do.
HUGS to you sweetie!