Thank you all so much. It really helps to have loving people who understand this kind of pain. I just wasnt expecting it, and when I found out, I was just so upset. I still cry every night, and I talk to him constantly, in my car, in my bed, even in my dreams. It seems to help it not hurt as much.
I dont talk about it too much at work, because then I get too upset to do any work, and that probably would not go over well, but I know I can talk about it here, and noone will get mad or sick of hearing about it.
Melissa, Thank you so much, honestly, for everything that you did for Billy and for me. I love that picture, and I am going to print it out and hang in on my wall. Thats my boy, wings and all ~smile~
And Gary, thank you for allowing him to have ribs and shakes with other fellow angels. I know he would enjoy that, he loved his food...
Again words could never describe how much I am thankful/grateful for all of these nice comments and prayers. I am sure Billy is too. *HUGS* Katie

PS- I have another Billy now. Check general for the thread!