Mary, My heart is aching right next to yours, and reading ths thread (that I missed before due to lots of rescuing) has brought back floods of emotions for me also. I'm sorry Peeka had to leave you, and your family, but she's playing over that glorious Bridge now. I have lost a few of my furkids to sudden organ failure as well. One of my most memorable was a feral kitten who was wild as all getout when I took him and his littermates in years back. Benjamin was only four years old when he developed kidney failure. I tried for a week to give him daily fluids, but even his favorite word "MEEEAAAATTTT" wouldn't bring him running after a few days of being juiced up. I couldn't bear seeing him become fearful of me after he became a sociable, and loving boy. As much as it broke my heart to have to let him go so young, having him revert back to being a frightened feral was not fair to him at all. RIP Benjamin, and play gentle with Peeka & Sooty, and all the other much loved PT RB kitties. Hug Boo for me Mary. Jan