it won't leave me alone!!
*sigh* what do I know now - before I slept, one doctor thinks I DO have menigitis (especially because of fever) but the another think the possibility of tumor. (???) they're sending me to a specialist, neurologist (sp?) to see WHY. and threy keeping me on for dehydratation IV and pain medications. for the blood part, they think I have some "whatever.." (the hole?) inside...they didn't write CLEAR! *frustrated tear* that's why I need an interpreter!!!
phred, my dog is okay now, thanks. hospital is required to let my dog to be with me; he's a service dog. *nauseas* of course I was worried where he was after everyone kept on saiyng "..no, not allowed at all" and I wrote down to a nurse "BRING MY service dog back IN HERE NOW.." after pressing my panic button and cried HARD. "uh....service dog....like...but you're not blind?????" I told the nurse that I'll leave that to my lawyer and just... bring... him... IN now, please! I showed her crayola's license with law bill on the back annd that I could fine her for just saying no. I found he has been in the in a security offcice and have called that numbers on his special collar and was waiting for their response! right now he's looking at me, beside to my ugh bed, I've been squeezing his loop of leash with my hand all night. I can't hear while sleeping if they're gonna take him away again!
noahs, I don't think so...because those days I've had migranes, never had fever except one hour on monday afternoon I had a 99.6. but last night, right before going hospital, had no fever. when nurse did a pulse checking, I all of sudden became hot. now I feel more cooler, odd?
wolfchan, thank you. my friend from salinas drove up here is staying over at my studio, she already had the key. I'm so lucky she's off work until monday. I feel MUCH better knowing someone "lives" there. but I'll ring you if she has to leave..
-- for some reason I am starting to feel ashamed for sharing this, I didn't want to seem be the one that needs the most attention. I just hate to be SO alone in here.... people here can be so mean.
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