Each 'anniversary' of a cherished one's death is difficult, especially that first one year's passing. I still think of my boys and still grieve at times, especially on holidays, their birthdays, and the anniversaries of their passing. You have my understanding and sympathy as you face this difficult time of sadness and remembrance of your very special golden, Raider. I believe she is bounding happily at the Rainbow Bridge, playing tirelessly with all our cherished ones who have been called from this life to await us in the next.