We let Holly go on 7-4-11, I held on too long, she stopped eating and walking on her own 4 days before. I just wanted her to go on her own, but it did not work that way for us. I could not take watching her like that anymore, so called my vet and she came out on the 4th, to let Holly go. She was in her own bed and I held her when she left us. I am so grateful for that, but it hurts so much. Holly fought so hard, to stay with us, but we had to let her go. I miss you Holly Bolly, and I thought I could post this tonight without crying, but I can't................. I still see you when I close my eyes like you were before you got sick, the dog I had known for so long. I cherish the time that we had together, I don't regret not letting you go when your doc advised it.
You fought hard to stay with me, and rebouned when he thought you couldn't. I will always remember those last 7 weeks, and how you chased frogs, and rolled in the grass. I am only sorry I held you 4 days too long. But I loved you so much, and it took time to realize it was not my battle to fight, it was yours. I love you and miss you Holly






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Reading this brought tears to my eyes. I, as have many, have been there before. Wondering, did I wait too long? Try not to be hard on yourself, we are only human and of course clouded by our love for our furkids. I'm sure Holly feels you did everything right.






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