September 20th, 2010... the day my world crumbled apart..

[emily_the_spoiled]

I am so sorry that I did not see this thread until now. I can't even begin to understand what you are going through right now, but please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

[Marigold2]

Just wanted to know that so many of us think of you every day and are sending you the best wishes. You are still in shock and will be for a while.
Give yourself time. Don't worry about the tears, they will come when they need to and at unexpected times. Know that you and your children are loved and cared for and good things will once again come your way.
You will laugh again, hope again, trust again, dream again.
This bad time will seem endless but it will pass and the love you shared with your husband will always remain the pain will fade slowly the love never.

[Husky_mom]

http://ofsubstance.gov/blogs/pushing.../01/51633.aspx

it´s good to hear good things about him.. as he was anything but good...

I´ve received many emails from people around the globe that knew him... good to know he was appreciated as a person and as an honorable worker..

my love for him will never end.. and the love for our children will keep me going.. and the amazing support, kind words and prayers from all of you really have help me stay together.. thank you

[Karen]

What a nice article. You'll have to print that out for a keepsake for your children.

[Catty1]

He was also a very brave man. He knew what the drug cartel members could do - but he went ahead and did the right thing.

You and your children can be very proud.

[Marigold2]

A true hero. He made this world a better place.

[Lillycat]

......always thinking of you and your family.....

[gini]

Sending you some healing prayers.

[cyber-sibes]

Very high praise in that article. You can be very proud of what he accomplished - sounds like he was a real innovator, starting treatment programs for drug users' rehabilitation - very wise. He worked towards improving conditions and making his world a better place, that's a noble goal.

[Laura's Babies]

You are still in my thoughts. I think about you often..

[K9soul]

Isabel,

I'm late in seeing this as I don't browse the forums as often as I used to. I am so very shocked and saddened, I just don't have any adequate words to express to you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. You must feel trapped in a nightmare. You have always been such a source of kindness and compassion for others on PT. It seems unthinkable such a tragedy could strike your family. He sounds like a remarkable man and I know he's proud of you and your boy, watching over you. It is obvious you shared, and still share, a very special bond with him, and nothing can ever take that away. My thoughts are with you ((hugs)).

[Husky_mom]

he was indeed a very hard working man.. and always looked forward to leave a "seed" in his work.. and get things better.. he wanted to be part of the change..

and I think he did plenty of that.. that´s why he escalated positions so fast... he had way many stuff to look forward too and doors just seemed to open to him.. no wonder about that.. with all he had accomplished... he was a great man

he many too often did jobs for his superiors to take credit from.. he was the one they asked "how do I solve this" "how can i fix this", etc.. he also made some law proposals that without questioning got through.. too bad he was never credited for them.. but he didn´t care.. he knew and I knew.. and it made us very proud..

he did so many for so many people.. and I think he never got back what he gave.. he so much deserved more..

boy, how do I miss him .... I´ve been a lil better.... still haven´t cried a lot.. but my heart still aches... it´s kind of weird as I realize I haven´t really accepted he´s gone... I still wanna see him walking back in.. like if he was on vacation or something.. that´s how I feel...

I cannot thank you enough for your support through this tough times.. it´s really nice to come here where one feels like family... thank you so much ((hugs))

this are some of our last pics together..

[Karen]

Fun pictures, and ones to cherish! Hang in there, ISabel, we're all thinking of you!

[cyber-sibes]

Beautiful pics of you together, Isabel - looks like a fun day to remember.
Is your son getting excited about becoming a big brother? How long till your little girl arrives?

[lvpets2002]

Great Pics of the Three of You.. Also Great Write Up on your Husband.. He was a great man.. Your also a great woman & great children.. Hang in there Isabel.. Sending Lots More Huggss & Prayers..