I'm sorry you are having troubles with your tank. It is sometimes hard to keep a goldfish tank clean even with smaller fish.
We all know you are trying your best. There is only so much you can do, though. Don't beat yourself up about this.
If she needs to go to a pond, then you need to rest easy and know she will be happy in her native environment, and will have all the room to grow that she will ever need.
You are trying hard and doing the right thing. That's all anyone can do.
"We give dogs the time we can spare, the space we can spare and the love we can spare. And in return, dogs give us their all. It's the best deal man has ever made" - M. Facklam
"We are raised to honor all the wrong explorers and discoverers - thieves planting flags, murderers carrying crosses. Let us at last praise the colonizers of dreams."- P.S. Beagle
"All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again shall be king." - J.R.R. Tolkien
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