Afraid of the dark...

[finn's mom]

Ok, yeah. So I am. My boyfriend is gone til Tuesday and I'm at the house alone. I mean, I have the dogs, but I'm the only person. And, I have the hardest time with it. I'm not incapacitated, but I'm pretty bothered by it. I'm not afraid of the dark like I used to be...and I'm not afraid to be alone. I am just afraid to be alone in the dark. It's almost eleven and I'm usually asleep by now. But, instead, I've been making those silly candy bar dolls (I made some that look like David and one that looks like me kinda) and I'm watching the africam on the computer with the tv on in the living room. Of course, all the lights are on, and, I don't feel the least bit tired. I don't know why my brain can't relax...if there were anyone within 50 yards of the house, the dogs would be going crazy. But, anyway, I just wanted to share my uneasiness in the hopes that...I don't know...it's late and I'm just trying to keep my mind on things besides that noise I heard.

Here's David, the first is his attire when we're chilling at home and the second is if we go out to a movie or bowling or something. He actually has this exact sweatshirt!



And, this was the closest I could get to me...

[buttercup132]

Wow I'm the EXACT same as you lol. I hate being alone and I hate the dark but most of all I hate being alone in the dark. My imagination takes over and I imagine things that arent there or that I see/hear and freak myself out. Maybe you can hire a person to stay in your house and keep you company lol.

[Marigold2]

Since you are not tired, how about making some popcorn and watching a funny silly movie. Turn the volumn on low and before you know it you will be asleep in front of the TV and it will be morning.

[finn's mom]

Hey, thanks guys. I usually do end up falling asleep with the tv on. I think I'll do that, find a funny movie and put it on low. And, I have popcorn, too! I also made two more dolls. David's eyes are bluish/grayish/greenish, haha. So it was hard for me to decide on an eye color. The ones in my first post are really too blue...and my hair is longer than this next doll depicts, but, it's close enough. So, yeah, this is what we would wear if we went out to a nice dinner or to a dance place. i think I'm going to go try and find a movie, now...

[finn's mom]

And, here's David in his sweatshirt...he has the gray one, too. But, this is my favorite photo of him. Ok, now I'm officially done on this whole staying up in front of the computer thing. I'm going to try to get some sleep! Night, everyone!

[K9karen]

Man! Is he goodlooking......
(and you ain't so bad yourself) You make an adorable couple!

[carole]

kari i have to agree with Karen, David is indeed a HOTTIE, you both make a very good looking young couple,a little off topic, but hey i hate being alone at night in the house too, and i am afraid of the dark. lol