In A Time Of Confusion [-[My story]-]

[sandragonfly]

...please never finish!

wow, read for about 45 minutes...now you gotta get me out of the mystery hole where you dragged me in!!

do me a favor, write me the next scene?! ...now! pleeeeaseee?

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Wow! Fans! How exciting! Maybe I'll write more tonight...

[sandragonfly]

"maybe"?! aww..come on..

ashton, ellie and olivia must be around half a year old now!

you love to kill us by maaking us waiting..., don't ya?

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Originally posted by Gina's Ark Inc.
"maybe"?! aww..come on..

ashton, ellie and olivia must be around half a year old now!

you love to kill us by maaking us waiting..., don't ya?

Haha... I bet they are!

How long will you be sticking around here?

[sandragonfly]

as long as Kersey alive..

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Here's a piece, just for you!

I just closed my eyes and tried to block the image out of my mind.
“Kers, whats wrong?” Eliza asked. She walked over to me and put her hand on my
back.
“Emma... I’m fine... Emma. Nevermind.” I stammered. I forced a smile, then excused
myself to the bathroom.
“What the heck is wrong, Kersey?” I said to myself. I paced around in the bathroom.
“Jeremy’s dead. Dead. DEAD, Kersey.” I screamed. I kept picturing him the day he
confronted me about my eating disorder, and the day I called him and he was crying. He cared
so much about me... and he killed himself over me. I couldn’t shake the image of him lying dead
in the street.
There was a knock on the door. I hadn’t realized it, but I had been in the bathroom for
over 10 minutes. It was Graham.
“Kersey? What’s wrong, baby girl?” He asked, putting his hands on my shoulders.
“Jeremy, Graham... Emma looks like Jeremy. I haven’t seen her in so long and she
looks so much like him. I can’t stop thinking about him.” Graham just stared at me blankly.
“Do you... miss him?” Graham asked. I felt my eyes burn with tears but I shook my
head.
“No. I don’t.” I lied.

[sandragonfly]

weeheee! thank you! (but you're not done!!!)

honestly, are you ever going to have this pulished? you should! I never like reading but I fell in love with yours..

what's its title?

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

The title is "In a Time of Confusion"... I doubt it would ever GET published... but thanks for the nice compliments! I'm moving it all to my Microsoft Word... I'll write more in a sec!

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Originally posted by trayi52
Yes, waiting. My hair has turned gray, I am getting older by the second.

Okay, get started!!

Love you, but I'm not going to smack you, just hug you really tight!

Willie

I miss Willie.

*sob*

[sandragonfly]

dumb me.. :roolleyes:

where's the piece you said you'll post in few seconds!? ..maybe I don't matter to you anymore...

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

I just finished copying and pasting, I'm gonna run to the bathroom and then I'll write more! I PROMISE!

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Graham just looked at me with this puzzled look on his face. I hated to hurt him like I
was, but I was beginning to feel like I really missed Jeremy.
I walked back out to the party, avoiding eye contact with Emma. Eliza soon had me
cornered again.
“What’s wrong?” she asked, staring at me. “I’m not leaving you alone until you tell me
what the heck is going on.”
“It’s Emma. I haven’t seen her in so long. She looks so much like Jeremy. So much. I
can’t stand to look at her. I miss him, Liza, I miss him a lot. I don’t know why. I have Graham, I
should be happy.” I moaned.
“You are happy with Graham. Tell me you are.” she pleaded.
“I am. I am happy with him. There’s just something I loved about Jeremy.” I said,
“Kers, he tried to kill you and Graham. You can’t possibly like a man that tried to
murder you.” She grabbed my wrists and squeezed them as she spoke.
“You have a wonderful life and wonderful kids with Graham. You’re happy with him, I
know you are. Go back out there and have fun like you’re supposed to. Don’t think about
Jeremy. Please.”

[sandragonfly]

ahhhhhh! I saved a word for each five-ten minutes...don't wanna finish reading!

more...more............................like I haven't drank for ages. pffft.

...*looking around* jeez, where's everybody?? just me....can't be.

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

I walked into the nursery and picked up Ellie who was crying. I cradled her close to me and
kissed her pink forehead.
I brought her out into the livingroom, only to be swarmed by everyone. Both Ellie and I
were deafened by the “awws” but I enjoyed the attention.
Later that night, Graham and I were lying in bed, three bassinets near the end of the
bed.
“We aren’t going to get much sleep.” Graham said, laughing.
“I know. You can get up with them first, I was the one who had the C-Section,
remember.” I said, touching the scar.
“That’s not fair!” Graham complained. I just laughed. I scooted close enough and
kissed him lightly on the nose.
“Sure feels good to sleep in my own bed.” I sighed. Graham rubbed my arm as I tried
to find a comfortable position to sleep in.
We ended up falling asleep at around 10:30, waking up three times at 2:30, 4:30, and
for the last time at 6:30. We just stayed up after that. I let Graham go back to bed around 7:00,
although he greatly refused. He hadn’t been up that many times in AGES and it was sure killing
him.

[trayi52]

OMG! It is so good to see you writing again, Megan! I love this story! It has progressed so far. Keep writing and don't stop! Just love it, love it , love it!

*Smack*

Willie