One Month...

[anna_66]

Well, as of today it's been a month since our big boy
Angus went to the bridge.
Needless to say it's been hard on Mark and I, but also
very hard on both of the girls.
It seems like over the last month so many things have
come up that make cry when I thought I was starting to
deal with his death.
Things like getting his ashes back. What a hard day that
was. Then we got our pictures back that we had taken
about 3 weeks before he died. Another hard day. Then
there was the day that I put all of his stuff away, the first
time I had to fill my pill bottle and not fill his too, then there
was the first really hard night I had at work and wanted to
come home to Mark, him and the girls...but he wasn't here

Then there was the first time I had to buy treats (I always
tried to get the ones that had 3 in a pack). And another
really hard time was the first time my niece came over and
was looking for him. She's only a little over a year, but she
was actually looking for him. So I showed her some pictures
and she got soooo excited. She loved that boy and I'm sad
that she won't be able to have him as a part of her life.
There are just so, so, so many things that bring him to my
thoughts.
More than I could have ever imagined. I just miss
his presence in our home, it's just not the same around
here and will never be the same. He was more than a
dog...he was our son.

Robin was here on Sunday and we were going through
his pictures. I'm glad that I took so many. It hurts to look
at them, but in a way it also makes me happy. He was the
best dog a person could ever have. I love the girls very
much, but the love him, Mark & I shared was different.
He was our true heart dog.
Sometimes I just wish I could come home and he would
be here to greet me. But I know that will never happen.

I've decided to take Robin's advice and share some of
my favorite pictures of him & some of him with his best
friends.

This is him and his big sis Keisha



And then of course Keisha went to the bridge and
he was so lonely. But not for long...he got a new
husky sister to play with

He really loved that little fart!

They were best friends


more in the next post...

[anna_66]

Then along came this little scaredy cat dog.
He wasn't too sure about her in the beginning
and she definately wasn't sure about him. His
bark scared her for a very long time. But finally
they got to be good friends.
Huney loved her big brother.

And she was so happy when he was able to
come home from the hospital the first time.
Just look at that face!

Of course they all got along so wonderfully
(that's why I nicknamed them "My Wonderful Dogs!").




more to come...

[anna_66]

There are so many awesome pictures of him,
if I shared all my favorites we would be here all day!
So I will just share a few.

Here's our little puppy boy

A little bit older but so innocent looking

The big smiles that melt my heart




a few more to come...

[anna_66]

And then here are just some pictures that show
what a totally stunning boy he is/was...
He had the most gorgeous brown eyes ever



He was just magnificent!


Big boy, I hope your looking back at us and
miss us as much as we miss you.
Love mommy, daddy, Roxey and Huney XOXOXO

[pitc9]

Oh Anna, those were the most wonderful pictures!!

You are lucky to have so many pictures of him with all of his best buddies!! He had a wonderful, long, life filled with love!
He was lucky to have two you!!

Yes Anna... he is watching over you all, and he loves you and misses you all just as much as you do him!!!

[PJ's Mom]

Oh how hard this must be for you. I can't imagine.


Angus was the first PT doggie I fell in love with. There will never be another like him. Thank you so much for sharing his pictures with us.

[Canis Amicus]

Hello Anna,
This thread goes deep in my heart. Angus was the very first dog I fell in love when I came to find this forum.

He was really magnificent. Your words and photos brought tears to my eyes.

And this afternoon, during Rex training, I don't know why, but I recalled your thread with the family photos. I came home, opened my computer at PT and here is your thread.

You and your family are in my prayers.

Rosana
and
Rex

[cloverfdx]

Anna what beautiful photos and such a lovely rememberance. Of course Angus is watching over you, Mark and the girls and misses you too.

{{Hugs}}

[bsherman]

Dear Anna, my heart goes out to you, I know the loss. I wouldn't go on about my loss because they are never the same, but I do feel for you. I have tears remembering my hansome old boy. Its been 13 years and I still see him in my dreams. Remember the great times and know he's watching from Rainbow Bridge.

[talia22]

Anna he is soo amazing! i am so sad for u i cannot even imagine what it would be like to lose one of my babies!! I LOVE the pics and please feel free to send more i couldnt get sick of seeing your kids.. i love the action shots of Angus and Roxey they are soo cute! my favorite is the one with Angus on his back playing with Rox.

[Logan]

Anna, many of these pictures are new to me, but the one I picked is terrific! What a fun loving pair they were!!!

You know, we all miss Angus, just knowing he is gone, even if many of us never had the pleasure of meeting him in person. What makes me most happy is that many Pet Talkers did get to meet him and love him for all of us.

I think we are all special, animal loving people, but you and Mark are the epitomy of loving, caring pet owners, and we all feel as if we have come to know you through your wonderful pictures and stories of your "kids". What a special relationship and bond we all feel with you!!!

Love you.
Logan

[LorraineO]

My fav pic is of him and the lil teddy bear.... melts ones heart....

He hasnt left you,,, you cant see him or feel him,, but he is there with you, sitting at your feet and by your bed at night,,, always remember although they all leave us physically,, they never leave our hearts!

[dukedogsmom]

I can't read what everyone wrote right now. Am at work and currently ruining my makeup that I hardly ever wear. I'll post some pics and comments tonight when I get home.

[Cinder & Smoke]

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Anna, Mark, Roxey & Huney ~

Big {{{HUGS}}}

/s/ Phred

[ramanth]

*HUGS*

What wonderful pictures. We miss you Angus.