I am a new member....I hate my first post to be so sad....my little Lola, my best friend and companion died on 5-13-04. She was killed by my two dogs.....they have lived together for all three years of Lola's life....I can't imagine what could have caused this tragedy. She was my velvet angel....I still can't really believe she is gone! And I feel so incredibly guilty...I just hope she knows that if I thought for one moment she wasn't safe, this never would have happened. Not one day goes by that I don't think of her and cry....I hate the way she had to leave this world!The only thing that helps is lighting the candles for her, and reading about the rainbow bridge...I know shes there waiting for me! I have the most beautiful picture of her I would love to share....I need to bring it to my office and scan it...but I will try to post it soon. It's a picture of her peering out the window, and her beautiful face with her huge gold eyes is reflected in the glass. It brings tears to my eyes thinking about it. Thanks for listening.....

Courtney