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That pic is of me and Joey. He is a Sgt. in the Marine Corps Reserves...an infantry unit. He came over last night around midnight to tell me that he got the call. He reports to his unit next Wednesday and they leave shortly after.
I'm a wreck. I would not let myself cry in front of him because the last thing he needs right now is a hysterical girlfriend. But, I got to class this morning to do an oral presentation and I broke down. Class thought I was nuts..I just couldn't stop crying. I'm sure when I tell people at work they'll be much more understanding. The anxiety I feel for him is just unbelieveable.
I am proud of him and love him for the fact that he has such strong beliefs and loyalty to this country that he feels the need to serve...but at the same time, I'm terrified for him. He's never been in combat before and not only am I worried/terrified that he may not come back...but when he does(thinking positive here) how will this effect him?
I'm just trying to take this one day at a time. I go from tears and being depressed to anger. Our 6 year anniversary is Sunday, at least we'll be able to spend it together before he leaves.
So if y'all can, please say a prayer for him, all of our freinds shipping off with him, and all military serving.
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