As you know, I'm facing surgery, and the fear that I have may have ovarian cancer. Will go to hospital next week.
This morning, I woke up with a stiff neck and a pain in my shoulder, and I could hardly move my neck. Drove to my physiotherapist and was lucky to get an appointment for this morning. But this time, he wasn't very successful in relocating my bones, and it was very painful, too.
When I finally left, I found my car has died down. Called the breakdown service, they arrived after a couple of hours, and it turned out it's the starter. They got the car running, but only for this time, so I could at least drive home. Now it's dead again, and I cannot care for this because I'll be in hospital next week.
Now I'm sitting here, totally dependent on others (just had to ask my neighbors to drive me to the supermarket for buying groceries), my shoulder still hurts, and I'm totally frustrated.
At the top of it, we have another heatwave, which means I have to open the bedroom windows wide at night, so I have to close the door and the girls cannot stay with me. It's heartbreaking that they cannot stay with me at night and sleep in my bed in my last nights at home...
Kirsten
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