I miss him so. :(

[Sevaede]

I am just filled with grief.

I miss Soni. I miss him so much. My heart aches and hurts so bad for him and for my sweet husband who lost "his" cat.

I was constantly finding little Soni hair tufts all over the house. I have vacuumed several times since the incident. Yesterday, I was thinking about him and as I walked into my hallway I saw a quick movement from my windowless (so there was no wind or anything pushing this around) bathroom. The thing stopped right in front of my foot, touching my toe just slightly, and I almost jumped. I thought it was a spider on my foot! I bent down, to look closer, and it turned out to be a little ball of Soni fur.

I love cats but I don't know when, if ever, I will be able to bring another one into the family. I just want my Soni bunny to come back to me, to cuddle in my arms again, to give me gentle touches on my face with his paw, and everything else, again.

It feels like the pain will never end.

[G535]

I feel the same about my Finnigan, it's been nearly five months now and I still can't read through all the replies to his memorial without turning into a complete wreck.

[Laura's Babies]

I know your pain.... I still miss my Sambo that was my heart kitty.

[kimlovescats]

I'm so very sorry! I know exactly how you feel! I don't think I will EVER get over losing my precious Tucker Man! It's been almost 3 years and it still hurts so deeply.

[Catty1]

{{{{hugs}}}}

[Medusa]

It's tough but Soni was giving you a gentle reminder that he's ok and watching over you. It hasn't been that long since he went to the RB but it'll be less painful as time goes by.