I've Had Enough.

[sandragonfly]

pet talk, this is not to bring up problems again as everyone says, "let it go..." -- this is about how I'm dealing with this site and I just want to leave. this awful feeling really sucks, I didn't want to start this, bother and disappear but don't want to leave my loving, caring and kind friends wondering also. I don't have time to PM everyone, I am afraid I would forget someone at this worst moment.

if I peep out just one, one opinion, prayer, feeling or two cents than pictures, there's always at least one attacker crawling into my life. just because I don't have the right words to say sometimes or asked for too much prayers in past, I don't know what is it or why some of you just don't like me or took my posts personally for what we have done to you. only thing I know I can't please everyone but I didn't or never had to get harsh, abrupt or harsh messages here, behind or off the site out of blue.

I kept coming here, feel so unsure what to post, say or share but I respect a lot of you here. everything around here for me (and the ark) has been absolute tumoril, lately I've been very fragile to not take or ignore this pain easily and I just can't take it anymore. I've had it and am sick of crying. around egg shells. I've shared a lot of pictures more than I wanted to because I don't know what else to replace my thank you. not that some of you care, I know - but I don't have to be here anymore.

I'm sorry friends, I hate to leave you here but I believe if we were meant to be, we both will keep in touch somehow. I'm not here for my name, number of posts or fights but for the good hearts and love of animals.

goodby and every one of you who posted in my first set pictures of park thread will get the second set of pictures because I said I would, as soon as I can. and I, we all, my furkids too, with greatest appreciation thank you for everything you did for us.

again, I'm truly sorry. I loved this place. like my home.
..gina's ark inc.

rsmgwskalnmsafo ...for my own protection.

[Kfamr]

I am sorry you feel the need to leave. I'm not sure that I've seen anyone be personally harsh to you, but I am sorry that some have.

I wish you luck and hope that you can stop by from time to time to give us updates on yourself and the ark.

Good luck in life, I wish you well.

{{HUGS}}

Kay

[lvpets2002]

Well said Kay.. Enough said for me ..

I am sorry you feel the need to leave. I'm not sure that I've seen anyone be personally harsh to you, but I am sorry that some have.

I wish you luck and hope that you can stop by from time to time to give us updates on yourself and the ark.

Good luck in life, I wish you well.

{{HUGS}}

Kay

[JenBKR]

Gina, I haven't been around too much lately, and I don't know what happened, but I am truly sorry that your feelings have been hurt. I always look forward to pictures of your ark, and I am sad that you are going. Please check in with us every once in a while, you will be greatly missed. ((((hugs))))

Jen

[carole]

Gosh i really got a shock when i read your post, i had no idea you were feeling like this and truely it saddens me terribly, this is mean't to be a place for enjoyment and obviously you and many others are not feeling that warmth that usually comes from PT.

I don't know what has been said or done to you Gina, all i know is you have had more than your fair share of ups and downs going on, and i had hoped PT would bring you comfort and understanding, and that you would feel you were among friends, I am sorry to hear you feel PT has let you down in that respect and honestly if it really is making you feel so bad, you are best to do as you have decided, but i for one will really miss you, i do hope you will still come by and maybe give PT another chance, your contribution will be sorely missed by me and many others,so please do re-consider you decision, but i understand how you feel and why you feel it necessary to leave, i wish you all the best and hope that in time you will feel PT is still a good place for you to come and visit, love and hugs.

[critter crazy]

Gina! you just finally wre able to come back to us, and now you are leaving already??? I am so sorry that you feel this way! You will be missed!

[Daisy and Delilah]

What's going on Gina? These attacks must be through PM or otherwise cause I haven't seen or heard of anything harsh either. If it's through the board, please let Karen know. Please PM me if you can. I'm very worried about you. In the meantime, please take care, hon.

[Donnaj4962]

Awww, Gina, I hate to see you go. I always look forward to your pictures, and hearing about your Ark (whether it is good or bad). I agree that you have had your share of ups and downs lately, and I would have hoped that this would be someplace that you would feel like you could come for comfort. Please don't let the harsh words of a few make you leave us forever! Please come back and check in with us when you can! You can always PM those who you wish to keep in touch with. (hopefully me included!) Stay well, and stay strong Gina.

[Queen of Poop]

Oh Gina, I'm sorry that you've been attacked and are left feeling that you shouldn't be here on PT. Please reconsider. I love seeing Crayola and your kitties. Take a break, think things over and maybe we'll see you back here real soon. Take care sweetheart!

[kittycats_delight]

I know exactly how you feel Gina. I was gone over a year and since I have returned I have the same feelings. I don't post much at all anymore and I feel bad about that. But it seems there is always someone there to put a damper on anything and everything and always someone who wants to argue and fight.

I have not been feeling myself at all lately and I have neglected to stay in contact with those that mean a lot to me. I just the have the (for lack of a better word) want to. I mean I do want to but I just cannot. I am sorry I have not been there for you like I used to be. I cannot apologize enough. I have been so not me lately. I hope you know that I am still here for you and I love you to pieces.

Please take care and I have your email so once I get my head on straight again I will email you.

(((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))) to you Gina and give the ark some loveys too. Please know you are always in you thoughts.

[sandragonfly]

I've take some to the mayor before - she saw some of links, all she told me to not worry and ingore them. until she broke my promises and I feel I can't ask for her help now. she is part in my leaving too, she had hurt me enough - who would believe that she had said such a thing anyway.

I'd not be surprised if she has the power to delete this thread and pretends everything is gonna be fine.

please, don't say anything or bother to respond to this until you know everything, the whole story. I'm extremely cutted down to the bone and core, loss at words.

[Karen]

Gina, you need not post your personal gripes with me publicly.

If anyone is harrassing you through Pet Talk, you should let me know. That is, was, and always has been true.

If, however, your issue is with non-Pet Talkers, I have explained there isn't anything I can do about that.

[sandragonfly]

no, I didn't needed to or never wanted to! you knew who they were, I've burden this for a long, long time and you know it, karen. I only feel the need to respond to delilah's post for everyone to know that you cannot help me. but of course, you'd agrue every a bit against any hurt.

like I said, I've had enough, am feeling too helpless and useless. all of this is too painful for me. I'm gone now, I don't know how else can I make this my home again..

I wish you all well.

[Alysser]

Gina, I'm so sorry you feel this way. I will miss you, you were a wonderful member of pettalk. You have always been up there with my top favorite Pt'ers. I loved reading your responses to posts, seeing pics of Crayola, etc.

I wish you well in life, and I hope one day you can come back to pettalk.

(((HUGS)))

[Catty1]

Gina -

Wherever the attacks were coming from...I hope one day you can register under a different name, maybe, and fool them all! That would be hard for you to do, maybe, since I get the feeling you just wanna be YOU!

I hope you find a wonderful place to live, and school goes well...

Please check in with updates once in a while...please!

And hopefully one day you can join us again.

HUGS