It's time. Tonight is our final night together. Tomorrow morning we are going to send our beautiful boy off to the Rainbow Bridge. I don't think I have ever hurt so bad in my life.

If I don't reply for awhile it's just because I am taking some time to mourn. I know he had a good life, although shorter then I had of imagined and hoped. He is so sick and he is ready, as am I, to send him off to heaven.

He was my first dog, the first one that was actually "my" dog. He was the first dog I picked out. He's been threw so much with me, breakups, a divorce, a miscarriage. He has been the best, most mellow, most gentle little boy I've ever met, stealing the hearts of the people he has met. He's so precious and I can't believe his time on this earth is overwith, but I know that God has need for him and I can't keep him here any longer, to do so would be selfish. He and I had a 'talk' this afternoon and I truly feel he is ready and is truly miserable. I can't stand to see him like this.

I have to go. I know you all will understand. Please say a prayer my little boy that he has a quick journey tomorrow morning.

Love,

Leslie and family