my mom was getting really worried because I turn 18 next month and on my 18th birthday my mom gets cut off of child money from social servises and will knock $400 on my moms checks, plus they will assume I have a job and am paying a minium of $100 room and board and knock off another hundred dollars, so she went down to the job place she had to go to when she got on SS and talked to them, the ponly coarses they have is to help with stuff I already know, my only problem is shyness(I cant walk up to someone and say "here is my resume" or "I have an interveiw" I just cant do it) , so they asked how long I have been really shy for and my mom said since I was 2 weeks old, thats at that age she could not even pass me around to other people to hold or I would start crying and apperntly I should not have even been able to recignise people at that age lol
but apperntly they wont cut my mom off if I have a docters note saying I suffer from dehabilating shyness and see a councler about it. I know I am really shy but this is weird, I mean, I can talk to people alone, and I can talk to large groups and such no problem, and talking one on one to a total stranger.. again not a problem, if no person has ever been able to bring me out of shyness before what makes them think they can now? Happy is the ONLY one that has gotten me anywhere, but only if I can talk about her lol