I feel like ever since i turned 12, time has been going SOOO fast. I don't even remember when i was 12, or 11, or 10. I barely remember last year, i was only 13!

It's kind of depressing really, i don't remember alot of stuff anymore. Is this how it feels when you get older? Because if it is, i would rather stay my age, and never get any older. I once read in this book that some brains are different. One persons brain stores alot of information and crams room for more, while another persons soaks up new information, like a sponge, and releases the old information to make room for the new info.

Anyway, i feel like time is flying way too fast. I find myself wondering what i did last july or last may. But i really can't remember. I remember things like memories, but little random things that i would like to remember, i cant. I cry over it constantly. It's getting to the point where i want to be like 10 again, 1- so i can remember what it was like, and 2- so time would slow down.

I don't want to get any older. I want to stay 14 forever.