David has been gone this weekend on a trip with some of his buddies, a guy's weekend out at the cabin kind of thing. Well earlier, I laid on the couch feeling drowsy. It had been so nice out today, cooler and in the 70s, that I had the windows open and the front door open (with the screen closed). I ended up falling asleep. I was awakened shockingly by Tasha and Tommy barking and growling frantically and jerked awake to find it fully dark and the front door swung wide open nearby and I think I just lost a couple years off my life. I haven't felt such sheer terror since I was a kid waking from a nightmare.
The pups occasionally spook at something they hear and bark but this time what did me in was Tasha was letting out this anguished crying noise too. I can't begin to describe how utterly panicked I felt. I just froze and prayed with everything in me that no one was outside or coming in. I finally managed to get myself up and turned on every light in the house, closing and locking all the doors. By this time the dogs settled, but I was just in such a thoroughly spooked state I was shaking for awhile. I'm still not sure why Tasha cried like she did except that either she picked up on my sheer terror reaction or she was more anxious because her daddy wasn't around and things seemed more scary to her.
Well I'm ok now but going through something that unexpected and that intensely emotional just takes a toll. I felt really spooked and jumpy for another 20 or 30 minutes after it but now I finally feel calm and just such a sense of utter gratefulness that everything is okay and back to normal. Whew..
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