Ok well ive been not washing Simba's ears because he gives my trouble with them. So today i did it and he growled and bared his teeth. And i finally got thge flush in after i had to get my dad AND mom to hold him down. And i was getting the stuff out with a paper towel and he whined and then snapped. He did not get my hand.. but i yelled at him and told him to go to his room. I wanted to punish him sooo much, but i just broke down. I started crying, and still am right this moment. I went in my room with him and laid on the floor and just stared at him. I broke out in tears. I kept saying " Im sorry Simmy , Im sorry." I feel so horrible. Why does such a wonderful dog have to have problems that hurt him. And as i was laying there with him i felt a bump. Aren't syst normally like kinda soft?? or are they hard. This thing is rock hard. Im very scared. I told my mom and she said it was probably a syst but we have no idea.
It is located like near his left shoulder blade. God, I Love dogs to death, but at times, i hate them. Well im just kinda trying to drain all of this, had to talk about it to someone, and well you people are the sweetest people i "know" and you guys always give me a smile on my face.