I had to re-register because I'm at work and forgot my password. I was Tanya14. I put a post on this board on Tuesday about my Boxer, Rocky, dying so suddenly Monday night from bloat. Well, I guess things are getting better, slowly but surely. There is a problem though.

My miniature schnauzer stayed home alone yesterday for the first time. Apparently, he howled and cried all day (my neighbor told me). He is very depressed. I think part of the problem is that I had been home for the last 2 months. So I think he's been hit twice as hard with Rocky gone and me being back at work. Today he's gone to Doggie Daycare and he's fine there. Does anybody have any suggestions how to help him get over this?

The vet just called and said that Rocky's ashes are in. We had him cremated alone ($$$). It seemed like a good idea at the time, but now I don't know what do to with them.

I wonder how long it will take until I can actually talk about Rocky without crying? As soon as somebody mentions his name, I start up again. This is so hard, I'm wondering now if it's even worth it to have a dog. They don't live long enough.

Sandra, thank you for everything. Your e-mails really helped.