This person keeps instant messenging(is that a word?) me on AIM and telling me I have no friends. It's really making me mad and upset. That's not the only person. I'm also being called nasty names, and then being told I'm not "cool" enough to know what they mean. People are also saying that I am flirting with the teachers and other, worse cruel things. OK, I'm really sorry about boring you with my stupid preteen nonsense and you're probably like "well here she goes again...." but I just need to vent badly. It really angers me because I know I am a geek and they know I know it's true. I don't know why I care all of a sudden, but I do. And when I said I had friends on Pet Talk, they made fun of me and called me a weirdo for having internet friends. Plus, I have tons of school friends, I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea. Now I wish I had a paper bag to put over my head. I'm not trying to "disturb" anyone here, I'm not socially outcasted and I certainly am not crazy, I'm sure you all went through this once. Thank God nobody knows about this board from my school, or this message would be printed out and hung for everyone to see. I'm sorry, I just had to vent. I hate school so much now, and I used to love it. I want to enjoy it, but when you're being called all these names it is hard. Once again, I'm sorry...I'm just so angry and sad and kind of stuck...
Britt
P.S. I promise after this post I will try my hardest not to bother you all with my stupid problems...I know you all are having trouble with worse things(not saying that's a good thing), and I do not want to sound like an idiot. I'm actually probably disturbing you all, and that was part of the promise I wrote to you guys. I'm sorry.