Where I'm at now...something positive

[Queen of Poop]

It's been almost a week since the big blowout.

I've left my parents and am in Calgary. I signed up this afternoon for a year at a rental condo. I took the kittens to Country Club pet resort for the evening. I'm staying at a south Calgary hotel for the night. Tomorrow we move in. I love my parents dearly and truly appreciate them helping me, but their smoking was going to kill me, I'm so allergic.

The kitties were thrilled to be let loose at the kennel. They said see ya ma and went out onto their own private patio. It might be a struggle to get them home!

I am hoping to be able to get the rest of my things from HIS house on Wednesday morning.

I am still mourning Miss Sasha, after 15 years it is very hard to be without her.

Thanks all for your support and kind words. I love you all!!!

[Karen]

All sounds like steps in a positive direction. And hey, the kitties probably didn't like the smoke any more than you did! We're all still thinking of you!

[chocolatepuppy]

Best of luck to you in moving on with your life. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

[Medusa]

One step, one day at a time.....

[Daisy and Delilah]

Great news!! You are moving forward with a positive plan. Good for you!! It takes a ton of courage. It's for sure that you're on the right road, Gayle, so just continue down that path and keep coming here for support!! {{{{{HUGS}}}}}

I know Sweet Sasha is smiling down on you from the bridge.

[Catty1]

Do you have someone to go with you when you collect the stuff at HIS place?

Hope you get some rest at the Super 8 tonight...or can at least be still in a quiet space.

{{{{hugs}}}}

[Queen of Poop]

Do you have someone to go with you when you collect the stuff at HIS place?

Hope you get some rest at the Super 8 tonight...or can at least be still in a quiet space.

{{{{hugs}}}}

No, I'm on my own for the collection of stuff. Probably take a couple of hours. Then the sucky part will be to carry it all up to my new place.

Feeling like I could cry at any minute. My moms to call shortly so waiting on her.

[Alysser]

Please feel better (((hugs))) you are moving on with your life! I know it's not easy but we are behind you 100%. I am sorry if this is a personal question I just wanted to ask where is Chance at the moment?

I know you miss Sasha, that is very understandable. I still miss Sas too, but I promise it will get easier.

[cassiesmom]

((((HUGS))))) for QoP, Cali and Diego,

Elyse

[Catty1]

Gayle...will you be ok going there by yourself? Maybe just call the local cop detachment, explain what you are doing, and see if there is a nice officer who would just stand there and look mean. As a witness, if nothing else.

Actually, a female officer would be cool - HE would see a female packing a .38!

More {{{{hugs}}}} to you.

[NicoleLJ]

All of those moves show your strenght. Keep on looking to the future and the positive. Sheena and I send tail wags and hugs of support.

[Queen of Poop]

Please feel better (((hugs))) you are moving on with your life! I know it's not easy but we are behind you 100%. I am sorry if this is a personal question I just wanted to ask where is Chance at the moment?

I know you miss Sasha, that is very understandable. I still miss Sas too, but I promise it will get easier.

Chance is with him. Chance is his dog. I got to be his mommy, but I was too stupid to train him. When we bought Chance my name never even went on the paper work, he said it would be easier that way. So I also grieve for the loss of Chance, I loved the big guy so much.

[Queen of Poop]

Gayle...will you be ok going there by yourself? Maybe just call the local cop detachment, explain what you are doing, and see if there is a nice officer who would just stand there and look mean. As a witness, if nothing else.

Actually, a female officer would be cool - HE would see a female packing a .38!

More {{{{hugs}}}} to you.

I will be going with an Officer. Sorry, thought you meant family or friends.

[Asiel]

Congratulations QOP, you're moving ahead one day at a time, good for you. Sounds like you have everything under control.

[Queen of Poop]

I'm in my place, kittens still at the kennel until tomorrow. Cleaners didn't finish last night so they are to come back at 7:30 pm tonight. Didn't think the kittens needed to be part of that. Land lord to come soon too to do the inspection. I need him to check the washer/dryer as they seem not right.

I spent over an hour this afternoon with my doctor. He documented all my cuts and bruises. He can't give me anything right now to get me to sleep, my emotions are running too high. So more sleepless nights ahead. I wish I had someone who could be here with me. I'm feeling very alone right now.

I've got my bed made anyway so there is that to look forward to, we will see if it is my friend.